tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-58753312011-04-22T08:47:06.679+08:00Breaking the habitjulsssJulsnoreply@blogger.comBlogger431100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1127872033046026392005-09-28T09:46:00.000+08:002005-09-28T09:47:13.046+08:00I HAVE STOPPED BLOGGING. I HAVE NO TIME TO BLOG AND I FIND BLOGGING NOW GAY :)Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1107194915222371852005-02-01T01:48:00.000+08:002005-02-01T02:08:35.223+08:00"People are blinded by the fact that the most beautiful things in life always happen, it is not always that simple on how life should be. We are deceiving ourselves or rather being deceived by the fact that we are shown lies and the very naked truth about ourselves not being able to face the Real World. We probably see the truth as something complex and contradicting but it does tell the world Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1105637499536309792005-01-14T01:29:00.000+08:002005-01-14T01:31:39.536+08:00if the old ones doesnt goes, the new ones doesnt comes. i learnt a lesson after losing my wallet and hp. well, i bought a wallet and hp back. FX CREATIONS WALLET! SONY ERICSSON T630 ! went shopping this few days despite the attachment. got some more new shirts. i need a new pair of shoes and shorts/jeans for now. well, attachment is ending soon. god damn so happy about it. sch starts next Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1105339448439391082005-01-10T14:38:00.000+08:002005-01-10T14:44:08.440+08:00damn. i was hit by a flu virus. a very bad gastritis. been having diarrhoea for 6days already. still having my attachment thou. last week i was mc for 1 days. then i went to see the doctor again yesterday, he gave me 2 more days mc. i lost my appetite, im dehydrated, my stomach is very uncomfortable, and going to toliet 5-6 times a day isnt a good feeling. i hope to get rid of this bad gastritis Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1096653888091973222004-10-02T02:01:00.000+08:002004-10-02T02:04:48.090+08:00You can fall from the trees You can fall from the sky But the best place is to fall in love with me! bored.sleepy.last.but.not.least.i.am.missing.her. Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1096222866133706152004-09-27T02:17:00.000+08:002004-09-27T02:21:06.133+08:00Why Can't I Get a load of me, get a load of you Walkin' down the street, and I hardly know you It's just like we were meant to be Holding hands with you when we're out at night Got a girlfriend, you say it isn't right And I've got someone waiting too What if this is just the beginning We're already wet, and we're gonna go swimming Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you Why can't I Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1096221546666850472004-09-27T01:46:00.000+08:002004-09-27T01:59:06.666+08:00its was a saturday morning. 6 playerss standing outside the court. 4 players (amir,mural,weekiat,myself) stepped into the court. GAME STARTED! its was a wonderful street soccer game we had! its been a month since we met and play. and on sat we make a difference in our soccer story. after the day we started playing FFXIONLINE. whenever we play soccer we lost. but today it was the other way. we wonJulsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1096001024863231012004-09-24T13:42:00.000+08:002004-09-24T12:43:44.863+08:00im at the eplaza now, so god damn boring man... nvm.. she is in the lab too.. hee hee.. gotta do my homework now... booya! Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1095871056046021002004-09-23T01:33:00.000+08:002004-09-23T00:42:42.803+08:00Message to hwee mian... Every time I see your face I miss you lady I wanna let you know you're driving me crazy I'd do anything to help you to see I don't think you understand what you're doing to me Every now and then I wanna call you lately I send a prayer that you'll come back to me lady Life ain't anything alone, can't you see? You're an angel in my eyes Everyday, you're closer to me Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1095741127991269872004-09-21T13:31:00.000+08:002004-09-21T12:32:07.993+08:00change my blog skin. kinda boring thou but atleast its simple and plain. suits my blog name heehee Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1095685937100317642004-09-20T21:11:00.000+08:002004-09-20T21:12:17.100+08:00CHECK OUT MY PIC GALLERY, ITS UP! Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1095683315962173822004-09-20T20:24:00.000+08:002004-09-20T20:28:35.963+08:00i hate my mum, how i wish she fucking die. i dun need her to care for me. where was she when i was growing from 1 year old till 7 years old. i dun need her. everyone tell me, "boy, u cannot like that its ur mum anyway". how fuck u guys noe how i feel? u're not me. u dun live with her. fuck u all. i have been tolerating for 10years coming to 11. i cant take it anymore. fuck my dad too. run away toJulsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1095622867707422222004-09-20T03:38:00.000+08:002004-09-20T03:41:07.706+08:00Coldplay - The Scientist Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry You don't know how lovely you are I had to find you Tell you I need you Tell you I set you apart Tell me your secrets And ask me you questions Oh let's go back to the start Running in circles Coming in tales Heads are a science apart Nobody said it was easy It's such a shame for us to part Nobody said it was easy No one ever Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1095621577034303262004-09-20T03:18:00.000+08:002004-09-20T03:23:35.956+08:00love sick. lost of motivation to study. lost of motivation to do anything. im so dead. People are blinded by the fact that the most beautiful things in life always happen, it is not always that simple on how life should be. We are deceiving ourselves or rather being deceived by the fact that we are shown lies and the very naked truth about ourselves not being able to face the Real World. We Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1095393760281755032004-09-17T11:59:00.000+08:002004-09-17T12:02:40.280+08:00WwwwEeeeeeeeEeeeeeeeeeoW! heehee... damn man... so boring now. im in the e-plaza in sch. enjoy the air-con and listening to perfect10. im super lazy to study my bio now man... wah lao... i duno what happened between idah and siti & mary. got catfight i think.. weeeeow! weeeeow! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEOW! sibei fierce... war of words... well, i guess its all a misunderstanding after all... just giveJulsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1095354747286066272004-09-17T01:57:00.000+08:002004-09-17T01:12:27.286+08:00thursday was kind of a screwed up day for me. having my practical lab test. i screwed it. i got 2nd attempt but i passed. im still not satisfied with my performance.. damn... what the fuck is juls doing man... slacking again.. wtf... just bcos i did well in WorldCyberGgames 2004 , getting top 16, definitely we're position 9th counting the number of rounds we won. we lost to 3rd placing GoL 10-13.Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1095135567848310812004-09-14T13:18:00.000+08:002004-09-14T12:19:27.846+08:00ALRIGHT! ITS MY 18TH BIRTHDAY! YES! finally im 18... waiting so long for this! ^^ well... my birthday wish is... . . . . . . . . guess it!^^ Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1094105418835700602004-09-02T14:01:00.000+08:002004-09-02T14:10:18.836+08:00man... today suppose to go out with my nyp classmates and shop for hweemian's present.... but... got to postpone it due to presentation. have to finish the psycho presentation bcos monday we got to present...dammit...i duno what to get for hweemian... im thinking of getting her a shirt... but mary suggested a watch... im fine with watch actually.. but im currently facing financial problems... im Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1094061577524737372004-09-02T01:58:00.000+08:002004-09-02T01:59:37.523+08:00I see your face with every punch I take, and every bone I break, it's all for you. And my worst pains are words I cannot say, still I will always fight on for you. ! play.eat.shit.sleep.bath.slack.eatagain.playagain.shitagain.sleep... and the cycle continues till next week... Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1093950120469266682004-08-31T18:59:00.000+08:002004-08-31T19:02:00.470+08:00IM FEELING GOOD TODAY!!! haha my uncle bought me 3 present for my birthday man... although my birthday is on 14th september, still got 1 week ++ more... He got me a reebok basketball shoes which is in white and red, a nice shirt by the brand of tAnk Theory, and a bag ( i was aiming at for a long time! ). damn so many things i got.. hEehee... im not finish yet ya.. MORE PRESENTS PLSSSSSS HAHA! Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1093841851372370062004-08-30T12:45:00.000+08:002004-08-30T12:57:31.373+08:00well...its been a tiring week i guess. lets start from sat Saturday 28th august! Met sky and sq at TPY mrt. We're having training at crc. we met at 2pm, started at 3.30pm i think... ngl was late... training was alright.... lost 2 map won 1. We're playing against reborn's team. Anyway, wcg is coming..guess we're not very prepared yet.. need more training, have to communicate more. after the Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1093330364377776702004-08-24T14:48:00.000+08:002004-08-24T14:56:40.546+08:00Found a nice information from sarah's bloggy!!! well.. sarah... dun scold me for taking it =X no copyright!!! =P here it goes Sapphire (Virgo) You like: Paying attention to detail, solving difficult problems and getting the job done on time. You dislike: Confused and lazy people, pointless conversations and mates who can't make up their minds about where to go for! coffee. You're best at: Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1093329676842421852004-08-24T14:35:00.000+08:002004-08-24T14:41:16.843+08:00wahh again man boring.... now having my 1hr break from 3-4pm then 2hrs of bio lab... KANG PHUA SIAN AR! well.... morning go sch 8-10 for lab then play badminton!!!! power man... my badminton skills are still there even though i so many years nv play liaoz... hmmm die man..... her birthday coming liao.... i still duno what to buy... i remember in primary sch days... i also want to buy a present Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1092904761530479012004-08-19T16:37:00.000+08:002004-08-19T16:39:21.530+08:00wah... now in school... SIBEI SIAN AR... haha 30mins more till my presentation... guess after the presentation i will feeel SIBEI SONG AR. heehee... im now in the E-POLAZA lolx.. e-plaza.... then the magdelene beside me making so much noise! buay tahan man!! anyway update more when i get home. angeline dun say i nv UPDATE HOR Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1092072773957569382004-08-10T01:25:00.000+08:002004-08-10T01:32:53.956+08:00It's been a long time since i blogged. Kind of busy with my school work currently. Lots of projects/presentations to do. Well, its been tiring for the past few weeks. Going to School for 2 weeks and then go for my 2 weeks attachment and now im back to school again with tonnes of things awaiting to be done. Enough of school matters, now for some other things. Been going out often with Max now... Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1090402480111260882004-07-21T17:32:00.000+08:002004-07-21T17:34:40.110+08:00"HM" belongs to the words of a song. I try to be strong for her, try not to be wrong for her. But she will not wait for me, anymore, anymore. Why did I say all those things before? I was sure. She is the one, but I have a purpose, she is the one, and I have to fight this, she is the one, a villian I can't knock down. I see your face with every punch I take, and every bone I break, it's all for Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1089912507412493822004-07-16T01:25:00.000+08:002004-07-16T01:28:27.413+08:00I'm sorry I didn't mean to call but I couldn't fight it I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it and so I surrender just to hear your voice I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live with out you and maybe someone else is standing there beside you but there's something baby that you need to know that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying I have to see you it's all that I'm asking. Vida, Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1089370676617538692004-07-09T18:48:00.000+08:002004-07-09T18:57:56.616+08:00well... MC today... sian... yesterday go see doctor.. cos i got stomach flu.. then today went to see again bcos i got drug allergy agaiN! OMG! FIXED DRUG ERUPTION! is the allergy i had. cos i was allergy to the antibiotics he gave. its the second time i got this allergy.. dammit... last time i took this antibiotics before... nothing happen..now got allergy.. funny eh? duno what is happening to meJulsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1089127998103395452004-07-06T23:27:00.000+08:002004-07-06T23:33:18.103+08:00its been a long time since i blogged hehee... been busy. here it is Ending of June. busy with attachment at TTSH.. learn alot of things... and now.. im kinda like nursing... duno why... i feel good helping my patients and seeing my patients discharge from hospital and get well. Beginning of July. Start of sch again. timetable abit sucky. mon-wed relax... thurs and fri is hell... well.. today i Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1087840676305370592004-06-22T01:54:00.000+08:002004-06-22T01:57:56.306+08:00heehee...its been a long time since i blogged. anyway.. my VTP attachment has started. 4 weeks in TTSH. 2 weeks has gone... suppose to continue my last 2 weeks in ttsh. but.. i injured myself during a soccer game on sunday. right ankle swelling,blue-black and sprain. so im on MC for mon and tues! sian... have to rest at home.. leg damn pain... can hardly walk.. =| anyway... its EURO 2004 TIME!!!!Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1086790911146992892004-06-09T22:18:00.000+08:002004-06-09T22:21:51.146+08:00wahhhh..so tiring.. just came home from afternoon shift... 1-9pm. heehee 3rd day in TTSH, nurses there very fun... only thing is that the sisters there are big muthafuckas..yea.. they sucks.. nag nag nag... fuck them man... only know how to nag duno how to help nurses do the work. very busy in TTSH.. but got peak period like that.. before dinner very busy.. after dinner kinda relax...cos patient Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1086193156251158202004-06-03T00:17:00.000+08:002004-06-03T00:19:16.250+08:00well... nothing much to say about the past few days event... just looking forward to my attachment on 7th june @ TTSH! heehee.. just relaxing now and enjoying the last few days of my holidays... playing more cs and more ffxi now! yes.. i gonna play ffxi more now... have to CHIONG!!! that's all for now... how i wish 1 day wasnt 24hrs. =\Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1085764932082876792004-05-29T01:18:00.000+08:002004-05-29T01:22:12.083+08:00HS1028 NURSING SCIENCE IC - D HS1029 NURSING SCIENCE ID - C HS1030 BEHAVIOURAL SCIENCE IA - D HS1032 BEHAVIOURAL SCIENCE IC - D HS1037 CLINICAL LABORATORY IB - B HS1058 CLINICAL EDUCATION IA - B HS1059 CLINICAL EDUCATION IB - B YES I PASS MY MODULES!!! IM SO HAPPY!!! HOORRAYYYYYY!!!!! NO SUPP PAPER!!!! YES!!! I MADE IT!!!! ITS YOU(you know who..^_-) , YOU GAVE ME THE MOTIVATION TO STUDYJulsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1085252956660268752004-05-23T03:06:00.000+08:002004-05-23T03:09:47.576+08:00cant sleep.. still thinking about her.. im delicating this song to her... Baby, I'm-a want you by BREAD Baby, I'm-a want you Baby, I'm-a need you You the only one I care enough to hurt about Maybe I'm-a crazy But I just can't live without... Your lovin' and affection Givin' me direction Like a guiding light to help me through a darkest hour Lately I'm a-prayin' That you'll always be Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1085063161392177652004-05-20T22:21:00.000+08:002004-05-20T22:26:01.393+08:00i duno what is happening to me... she's stuck on my mind.. every night.. keep thinking of her... drinking and smoking everyday, trying to forget her... but all of no use... tell me what to do? i just cant live, breathe without her... someone please save me from having black lungs and damage liver. Cruel to the eye I see the way he makes you smile Cruel to the eye Watching him hold what used to Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1084905055085546612004-05-19T02:16:00.000+08:002004-05-19T02:31:19.856+08:00Something has been taken from deep inside of me The secret I've kept locked away no one can ever see Wounds so deep they never show they never go away Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back And never moving forward so Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1084733421040389312004-05-17T02:45:00.000+08:002004-05-17T02:50:21.040+08:00Theres something bout the way you look tonight, Theres something bout the way that i can't take my eyes off you Theres something bout the way your lips invite Maybe its the way that i get nervous when your around And I want you to be mine and if u need a reason why Theres something bout how you stay on my mind Theres something bout the way that I whisper your name when I'm asleep Oh no. Maybe Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1084648661173613802004-05-16T03:15:00.000+08:002004-05-16T03:26:09.970+08:00What are you doing tonight I wish I could be a fly on your wall Are you really alone Still in your dreams Why can't I bring you into my life What would it take to make you see that I'm alive. I saw your face in the crowd I called out your name You don't hear a sound I keep tracing your steps Each move that you make Wish I could be what goes through your mind Wish you could touch me with the Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1084553904328208702004-05-15T00:51:00.000+08:002004-05-15T01:14:20.960+08:00Tiring.. today got back home from chalet about 12noon. Wonderful time at the chalet. well, alot of activities going on during the chalet.. and i found out something... something which i wish it wasnt true...gonna feel sad for the rest of my life i guess.. im off to slp again Z_Z A hundred days had made me older Since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lights had made me Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1084295774623437332004-05-12T01:08:00.000+08:002004-05-12T01:19:16.046+08:00Morning-Afternoon Played soccer with JAMSCW in the morning, then all of them headed to my house until 4pm! nice soccer game we played, we also relax... talk cock and had lunch together... Evening Had dinner at my grandma place... so happy that my Dad came back from INDONESIA!!!! YES!!!! i love my dad... his the best father i even have! Night When to Q-Pub with my Dad, franky and uncle helmon. Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1084200732596870112004-05-10T22:49:00.000+08:002004-05-10T23:10:30.296+08:00How the hell did we wind up like this Why weren't we able To see the signs that we missed And try to turn the tables Now the story's played out like this Just like a paperback novel Lets rewrite an ending that fits Instead of a hollywood horror Nothin's wrong just as long as you know that someday I will... What a boring day. Woke up at 2pm! Oh my god.. well, spend the whole day playing cs. Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1084122979639338262004-05-10T01:16:00.000+08:002004-05-10T01:22:01.606+08:00In my place, in my place Were lines that I couldn't change I was lost I was lost, I was lost Crossed lines I shouldn't have crossed I was lost how long must you wait for her? how long must you pay for her? how long must you wait for her? If you go, if you go Leaving me here on my own Well I wait for you. Morning-Afternoon Woke up at 11.45am, headed off to my grandma house. Went out with Julsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875331.post-1084031315555051152004-05-08T23:48:00.000+08:002004-05-09T01:03:43.466+08:00Alright!, finally done with my blogskin. Is it nice? cool huh? heehee, i love the EYE, =P. Well, nothing much to blog, guess i will start from tomorrow okay? SHOUTOUT: All my friends, please tell me your blogs url again, i forgotten it already. Please drop by my tagboard too =) have a nice day!Julsnoreply@blogger.com