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juls__ | 9:46 AM |

"People are blinded by the fact that the most beautiful things in life always happen, it is not always that simple on how life should be. We are deceiving ourselves or rather being deceived by the fact that we are shown lies and the very naked truth about ourselves not being able to face the Real World. We probably see the truth as something complex and contradicting but it does tell the world what is really happening"

i love this paragraph of sentences, i just love to read it and recite it again and again. w00t, 2nd time i met amy in school. She is just so cute. Her lips are just so sweet.. X) im yet to get to know amy well. everytime i forget to get her contact number -_-""
damn! the cheeky juls is back! fuck u daryl, u influence me to be like this!

Well, it seems that HM isnt really interested in me. although i havent really asked yet. but thru chatting and smsing, i can tell that she isnt interested. well, i duno... guess i really suck in handling relationships. Guess its best for me to concentrate on my studies, my gaming hobby and my sports. Soccer and weight-lifting are what i do everyweek without fear. for now im picking up tennis. just got interested in it. yet to get my racket.

School is getting boring, hate school now. especially projects. fuck man have to divide groups. keep dividing and it nv ends. im fine in any groups. its just my friends. u noe they want their own group members and then some not happy with the groupings. i duno what to do. if i show favourtism, its unfair to my other classmates. what i lousy leader i am right? just sick of such craps. what sis thilah say is right. i should be more fexible and fierce. why do the leader have to divide groups? cant the fucking lecturer divide it. lazy bitches. Im really sick of school. i just cant take it anymore. how i wish i fucking change my course. nursing isnt the course i wanted anyway.

Well, im still 95kg, still looking for results. quite happy already actually. last year i was like 105kg? lost of 10kg over the past 6 months isnt easy man.

alright, i admit, im fickle minded. everynight i keep thinking of amy. i just duno why. since the day of my atttachment. at the lift lobby, she caught my attention already. then i realise that she's in the same ward as me. she looks really cute with her specs on. isnt all males the same? they go for prettier and prettier gals. its the nature of us. i just felt that HM isnt the type of girl i wanted. She's quiet, maybe to me only. i personally prefer girls who are a little open-minded, a little wild and crazy at times. i duno. i just suck in handling relationship.

well, time to retire for now, school tml starts 3pm and ends 6pm. for now its a change of my dreams i guess. from dreaming of HM to amy now. damn juls, what the hell are you doing man. WAKE UP UR FUCKING IDEA! time to puff a stick b4 i retire.. night!

juls__ | 1:48 AM |

if the old ones doesnt goes, the new ones doesnt comes.

i learnt a lesson after losing my wallet and hp. well, i bought a wallet and hp back.

FX CREATIONS WALLET!
SONY ERICSSON T630 !

went shopping this few days despite the attachment. got some more new shirts. i need a new pair of shoes and shorts/jeans for now.

well, attachment is ending soon. god damn so happy about it. sch starts next week! its time to get the ball rolling babies!

juls__ | 1:29 AM |

damn. i was hit by a flu virus. a very bad gastritis. been having diarrhoea for 6days already. still having my attachment thou. last week i was mc for 1 days. then i went to see the doctor again yesterday, he gave me 2 more days mc. i lost my appetite, im dehydrated, my stomach is very uncomfortable, and going to toliet 5-6 times a day isnt a good feeling. i hope to get rid of this bad gastritis as fast as possible. i cant even work properly in hospital. Dont even have the mood to do anything at the moment. The worst thing is that yesterday while playing soccer. i lost my bag. i lost my wallet, handphone, basically everything (NRIC,DEBIT CARD, MONEY). so for the time being, to all my friends, there isnt anyway to contact me. I'll be going to settle everything by end of this week. damn..needa go to the toliet again.

juls__ | 2:38 PM |

You can fall from the trees

You can fall from the sky

But the best place is to fall in love with me!

bored.sleepy.last.but.not.least.i.am.missing.her.

juls__ | 2:01 AM |

Why Can't I

Get a load of me, get a load of you
Walkin' down the street, and I hardly know you
It's just like we were meant to be

Holding hands with you when we're out at night
Got a girlfriend, you say it isn't right
And I've got someone waiting too

What if this is just the beginning
We're already wet, and we're gonna go swimming

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

Isn't this the best part of breakin' up
Finding someone else you can't get enough of
Someone who wants to be with you too

It's an itch we know we are gonna scratch
Gonna take a while for this egg to hatch
But wouldn't it be beautiful

Here we go, we're at the beginning
We haven't fucked yet, but my head's spinning

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

High enough for you to make me wonder
Where it's goin'
High enough for you to pull me under
Somethin's growin'
out of this that we can control
Baby I am dyin'

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

juls__ | 2:17 AM |

its was a saturday morning. 6 playerss standing outside the court. 4 players (amir,mural,weekiat,myself) stepped into the court. GAME STARTED! its was a wonderful street soccer game we had! its been a month since we met and play. and on sat we make a difference in our soccer story. after the day we started playing FFXIONLINE. whenever we play soccer we lost. but today it was the other way. we won! i got my form back. mural got his form too. kiat got back his scoring form! amir got back his keeper form! nice game we had. many great saves by amir. i score both goals! a pass from kiat and i shoot it in. a pass from amir, i chested down, turn and fake the defender and shoots in the left corner and goal! WEEEEEEE hehee.. it was a wonderful day for all of us. finally we get to win. after the soccer game, all 6 of us went for lunch. after that i left for home, rested awhile cos going to chinablack in the night.

CHINABLACK. the place which i went on sat night. i met idah,mary,pj,angeline,some of mary's friend,joyce,and one more gal i duno her name. we all went in around 10pm. AND WE START THE BALL ROLLING. i was relaxing with angeline. getting warmed up. i got a beer. we all cheers and bottoms up! its was 12midnight when the heat was on. we were all dancing like crazy! then sufee came and joined us. we dance like crazy all the way till 4am. then we went to the upper floor and relax chill out. we were all tired. i and angeline slept till 5.30am. then we left to the mrt and left for home!.

reached home was sunday morning. i bath and slept. all the way from 7.30am till 5pm. i woke up and saw my lunch in front of me. HAHA my mum bought it since 12noon! i couldnt resist it and ate it up fast. i was so damn hungry. after eating i changed and went over to my grandma hse for dinner! AHHA eat and eat and eat only! well. now im relaxing.. still suffering from the loud music at chinablack. my ear now is like.. the sounds i hear now are softer.. i duno.. just wait a couple of days and see how it goes.

now i miss her alot. im thinking of her... damn... i just cant take it... i really miss her alot! damn tml back to sch so boring.... haiz...cant help it. this is my life... just have to believe in fate and let fate do its job.

juls__ | 1:46 AM |

im at the eplaza now, so god damn boring man... nvm.. she is in the lab too.. hee hee.. gotta do my homework now... booya!

juls__ | 1:42 PM |